So, ladies and gentlemen, please let me remind you that emotional/verbal/physical abuse is not love. It may take a step back to see how badly you are being deceived, but I recommend you take a step back see the WHOLE story. We had a great relationship in the beginning. I was heart broken when he broke up with me, because he want my first real boyfriend. I see now that I am worth more than he treated me near the end. I think it's safe to say breaking us off was the best thing to ever happen to me. I am embarrassed as tosay how I was spoken to like I was a child and put down for absolutely everything and then told that "I just couldn't handle honesty."
Here is my honesty:
Someone who is in love with you would never, ever do anything of that sort. I forgave him because I didn't know any better and ultimately made everything that I worked for a joke. Most relationships that I see now are jokes and I am happy to be laughing along with everyone else. Do you for once. It is sincerely one of the best feelings in the world. My self hatred is even going away...ain't that something. I also believe that I'm starting to be happy with myself but that is a completely different story that I don't even know how to start, so just nod and agree with me and let me be excited over something that's happening because its better than the alternative.
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