How am I doing? I am okay. I'm trying to get over the spot in life that I just continuously fall right back into. There is still usually 1-2 times a day when I realize that everything sucks, but it goes away quickly. I expect everybody to not understand why I feel bad and I have not a clue myself. For how many times that I have been told that I am desperate and pathetic I began to think that's why but now I just think it is love. Friend love or lovelove is also something that I am not sure about. The whole "other boy" department is a mess. I'm afraid to start dating and I do not know how soon is too soon and then I panic that I am going to be sad forever but nobody is sad forever.
But someone asked me what kind of guys I am into. "I like someone with the same (crude) sense of humor as me and definitely some of the same morals about things such as waiting until marriage for sex and what not. I want someone who is understanding. I like men who like cats. I'm not stupid, don't make me feel stupid. Forehead kisses are nice. I like holding hands and piggy back rides. Guitarist hands are nice.
I forgot how to flirt.
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