"Do you really think life is good?"

I'm starting to feel like "me" again.
Self Medicating is actually working.
I'm changing and it's for the good.
Hmm, like a caterpillar changing into a butterfly.
I'm ready to turn this all around.
Get my life going without depending on everyone else's help.
I'm done making stupid choices.
I'm starting to realize how smart I really am.
It's funny how a year can seem like forever,
but all in all it really doesn't.
Looking back a year my life was bazaar.
Spinning out of control,
wrong friends, worthless boyfriend,
lies, and self destruction.

Give me time,
You'll see a new me.
A pretty little butterfly.