day one.

 Ten things you’d like to say to ten different people.

1. We've became super close this past year and i cant picture life without you. You've
became my best friend and I trust you with everything. I love how open and honest I can
be with you. You're my true friend, and that makes my heart happy. 

2. I hate that I broke your trust, ALOT. and yet you forgive me time after time, I envy 
your patients and your ability to put up with my crap. Our relationship is getting so much
better and I love it. 

3. All of my feelings that I have for you seems to be overwhelming I don't know exactly
how to handle them. I feel so connected to you, emotionally and mentally. I wish I could
tell you how I feel without feeling stupid. 

4. You've stepped up and took a role in my life that I was missing. I love you and you make
me understand how to spend my money wisely and make the proper choices, you've helped
me with boy problems. When I find a husband, I hope he has the same characteristics as you. 

5. I wish you would see how he treats you, and the things he does behind you back, and the
way he talks about you. I just want you to be happy and kick him to the curb. He's using 
you and it kills me to see people tell you but you don't listen.

6. You're my closest friend I've had in a long time. It's almost amazing to see how close we 
are. I don't care what people think about you, You're my best friend and no one will ever 
change that. 
 

7. You’re so young, and I feel like its my job to protect you from everything, but you’re
more mature that I thought, and I think you can handle it on your own, and it's so
hard for me to take a step back and watch you get your heart broken but I know I can't 
always be there. 

8. The thing you did to me makes me sick to my stomach to even imagine that someone is 
capable of doing that to other people without any remorse or guilt. You messed up my life 
and ruined my trust. I couldn't trust anyone for the longest time. It's hard for me to say
"It's okay" because it was wrong. I am still angry, but God says I have to forgive, So I have. 

9. You are the worst father anyone could possibly have and I got stuck with you. It makes
me sick to know the kind of person you've become. It blows my mind how you think it's okay
to put alcohol before your own children. I've learned to accept that you will never be a 
father and I'm okay with that.

10. You pulled me down to your level, I never want to be there again.